Some people have Before and After Pictures, Some have Wishes, but WE have Nows! So what's YOUR Now? Is it some remote island? Is it skydiving? Is it a country side in Italy? Is it building a school? What's you Now? 🌴☀️🐚
What does a real happiness look like? No wish comes to your mind when blowing out the candles♡ is in
Things change so quick. A laugh made days back has turned into a million, trillion of tears. They told me a secret, i grew up. This secret was what i've been hiding for years, hiding my tears. I've told you now my friend. I can't take it anymore. It hurts, hurts more than cutting, feels like my angels and demons have made a deal, and are cursing me on every breathe i take. Take my breathe away. Oh, You! take my breathe away. I'd never dreamed of a life like this, i'd never thought growing up was something like this. I take back my wish. Oh, You! I hope you're listening today. Don't exceed this pain more. You know better what is and what is not. It hurts, hurts, urts, rts, ts, s. Let me be me. I want to be me, the happy me, the smiley me, the one who never thought of giving up. I want to be me, the one who believes, trusts, cares, helps, tries, over and over again. I want to be me, who'd sleep in mama's lap, say greetings and goodbyes to dad everyday, helps siblings with their homeworks, have tea with family and a good talk with them. I want to be me, who studies well, gets good grades and the teachers would say This is my student. And my parents would feel proud. I want to be me, who'd do things with passion, have dreams in her eyes, peace in her mind, love in heart. I want to be me, to be me, be me, me. I've grown up. Life has changed. Completely. Fully. I've changed, the things i did with passion, i've never tried them again. the dreams i'd in my eyes, i think about ways of dying everyday. my mind is messed up. my belief in love has faded away. I've changed. And so. I've hoped, i'll never hope again. I've wished, i'll never wish again. I've trusted, i'll never trust again. I've loved, i'll love again. I've missed, i'll never miss again. I've changed, and i guess i'll never change again and live in my dark-land forever. .
It felt somewhat selfish to destroy this perfectly good dandelion for a wish that may or may not come true. Wishing don't get us anywhere anyway.
Pre birthday dinner for @user.s with sao saoooo✨ Happy birthday my boxing👊🏻 and eating🐽 buddy Rukkkk na joobsss 💕